Darn Book

One of my favorite books is “Summer of the Monkeys” by Wilson Rawls.  I’ve read it countless times since my first time when I was 9.  I read it to the boys last year and they enjoyed it as well.

A couple of years ago I decided to read Wilson Rawl’s more famous novel, “Where the Red Fern Grows.”   I knew the premise but still cried WAY too much when I got to the end.  Why did Old Dan and Little Ann have to die?  And Ann missing Dan so much that she died – that’s just cruel!   To sum up, I didn’t like the book and have no intention to ever read it again.

A couple of weeks ago, Ricky came home from school on library day excited to show me his book choice.   He held up “Where the Red Fern Grows” and I laughed.  I told him I didn’t like that book but he should go ahead and read it.  Naturally, Ricky wanted to know why I didn’t like it and, naturally, I didn’t tell him.  I told him to read it first and we’d discuss it then.

Ricky will often read more than one book at a time and I’d forgotten about “Where the Red Fern Grows.”  That is, I forgot about it until one night after all the boys were in bed and Kevin was gone to a meeting.  I was watching some TV when my Ricky came downstairs with tears still on his cheeks.

I asked him what was wrong and he told me that he’d just finished the book – immediately I understood.  It just happened to be the one year anniversary of our own Trouble passing away.  I held Ricky and cried with him as he said, “That is so sad.  And Little Ann losing the will to live … that’s just like [sob – choke – sob] Daisy after Trouble died.”

We mourned for a few minutes and then we laughed about how I told him that I didn’t like the book.  He did scold me a little bit for not telling him, but he quickly forgave me.  He said it was a good book, just so sad!

He cried a bit the next morning over breakfast about it as well.  Ricky is a bit too tenderhearted for that kind of story.

Maybe I am as well.  I miss those big puppies, too.

2004 - Baby Ricky with Trouble & Daisy
2004 – Baby Ricky with Trouble & Daisy